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1 January 1995

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1 January 1995

 

 

To the Divine Lotus feet of my Beloved Lord

Anantha Koti Pranams,


Swami my life!

Why this unconcern towards me? What mistake did I commit? I feel as if You are leaving me. There is no vibuthi fragrance like before. Vibuthi does not fall from Your picture. You are not giving darshan as often in my dreams. You are not showing Your presence. What is the reason? I am continuously crying thinking of You. Today I had one second darshan on the TV! At least this You could have made longer.

Why are You troubling me so much? Are You thinking that I should forget You? How can I forget You? Can I be alive if I forget You? If it is true that You are the all knowing One, that You are my Kanna, answer my questions. Why am I alone crying when all in the world are happy? It is You who made me know You. It is You who is making me suffer a state of not being able to forget You.

Please appear in my dreams and make me happy. If it is true that I am Your Meera, give me darshan.



Loka Samasta Sukhino Bhavanthu,

Your dear Meera




To the Divine Lotus feet of my Beloved Lord

Anantha Koti Pranams,


Prabhu! Swami, my life! Oh Lord who has merged in my soul!

Sweet Amrit! My Pranams to Your compassion that gives vibuthi, kumkum, turmeric, udhi, everything on the Paduka Peetam. Prabhu! I got the boon from You for not being born again. My heart yearns to be born when You come as Prema Sai. Will You be in the garb of Brahmachari even then? In truth You are the Eternal Brahmachari.

When You come as Prema Sai, let me also be born, only if You accept me as Your Devi like Sarada Devi was for Sri Ramakrishna. Otherwise, I do not want to come. Prabhu! Oh Mahaprabhu! Oh Lord who has conquered me! I am struggling, unable to forget You even for a single moment. Why would You not speak to me? Why should You not give me darshan?

When will You give me direct darshan and speak with me Prabhu? Swami please show Your grace. Come, come and give me darshan again and speak with me. Why this silent drama? If I see You I am not able to speak, if You too do not speak, then how? Prabhu! Daya Sagara! Please give me direct darshan very soon.



Loka Samasta Sukhino Bhavanthu,

Your dear Meera

 

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